Fuck Ups

2 Apr

Sometimes I think the only thing keeping us together is that unwritten list titled “Shared Mental Illnesses.” In other words, Our Fuck Ups. Sometimes we’re so crazy that the only thing keeping us sane is the idea that the other might just be crazier than ourselves. Sometimes we’re so sad the only thing that can cheer us up is the arms of the other wrapped around us as we lay in bed crying and wishing we were dead.

Because other times, when we’re sane, it feels like if we don’t get away from each other we just may go crazy. When we’re together we suddenly don’t know how to act. Other times, when the thick  cloud vapors out of our mind through our ears and light fills it up from our eyes, it feels like we don’t know what to do with all of this happiness… together. And when our hands touch the light slithers out through our fingers, making way for the blinding darkness.

The only thing keeping us close is our Fuck Ups so maybe the real Fuck Up is being together at all.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

Amaan Khan

"We're all stories, in the end." - Steven Moffat.

Blog – Talk in French

4 out of 5 dentists recommend this WordPress.com site

French Words

4 out of 5 dentists recommend this WordPress.com site

French Word-A-Day

4 out of 5 dentists recommend this WordPress.com site

Oui, c'est ça!

A blog for learning French - French as a Foreign Language - Learn French Online - French Lessons


Inspiration and Tips for Writers

Reading in Bed

Reading the classics, CanLit, and everything else. In bed.


reflectin' & dissectin', thoughts on "detransitioning"

Non-Euclidean Sofa

Mostly Adequate!

The Critiquing Chemist

Literary Analysis derived from an Analytical Chemist

Sweet and Unholy

Book Reviews & Personal Hell Hole

Little Fears

Tales of whimsy, humor and courgettes

A Russian Affair

my love affair with Russian literature

The Tattooed Book Geek

'my blog, my rules, my voice'

ע' קווירית

בלוג אקדמי לגוף, מגדר ומיניות בקולנוע וטלוויזיה

30 In 30(0)

Every Day In April, Asking One Poet Ten Questions. Also, Bad Puns About Pop Music.

%d bloggers like this: